April 29, 2011

Oh my hat. My visa.


If you have a hat. Please doff one in the direction of the “APPROVED” visa. Yet to make it into my passport as I shall be picking it up next week. I have however been reliably informed that it is approved, ready and waiting for collection.
I am over and underwhelmed all at the same time. Until it is stamped somewhere useful like my passport I am not sure I shall believe it. This has been hanging over my sorry little head for the last ten months. What an earth shall I worry about now?!
Bloody hurrah!

April 10, 2011

overriding aargh


Should find out about the visa in the next two weeks.

Oh my hat.

Gah.

April 6, 2011

imagine the other


The Wild Coast is an area of outstanding natural beauty with very little development and infrastructure. It is beautiful and full of space to see the sun rise and set without all that much getting in the way.
Imagine going to sleep with the sound of the ocean in your ears and imagine waking up with the same sound knowing it is just a hop, skip and a jump away. Imagine walking to work with a smile on your face greeting everyone that comes across your path and being greeted by them too. Imagine working barefoot in a sarong and still being treated with respect. Imagine going for drink on a hill with friends and watching the dolphins in the waves of the ocean. Imagine picking fruits off the trees and eating them immediately. Imagine the sun shining on your day nearly every day. Imagine a party any day of the week that you fancy. Imagine a sense of belonging even though you know you are an outsider.
Welcome to a bit of my life.

April 3, 2011

imagine that

Living where I do right now, you begin to appreciate the real difference between the haves and the have nots. Most people are have nots. Unemployment levels are around the 75% mark, literacy rates are less than 50%, access to clean water from a tap is a privilege not a given.

Imagine walking miles with a bucket on your head just to get safe water to cook with and drink. Imagine lighting a fire every time you want to cook and before that, imagine trekking off to the forest to get the wood to make the fire. Imagine being pregnant with all those weird cravings it entails and not having the money to go and buy the foods that will satisfy your cravings. Imagine not knowing when your next meal will be. Imagine going to sleep hungry. Imagine waking up hungry and not being able to eat. Imagine being treated with contempt by visitors just because your skin is a different colour and your English has an accent. Imagine your partner finding the money for beer but not for food.

It’s hard to imagine since most of us have never been there. But I’m starting to get a taste. Not because I am a have not. I am definitely a have around here even though I feel I am struggling a little to make ends meet. But by being with the people who are have nots, by being their friend and listening to their stories, I can imagine. And it’s painful.